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Just

Quit or Run
Higher
Beginning
The Meaning of Life
Bombs Away
Dreams of Youth
Hurricane
All I Need
Thick & Thin
Someone to Blame
Navigator
Ghost




Just

Heard the calling, got the hell out
Now I’m tired of treading water
I’ve been dead set on these big dreams
and I’m plotting all my surefire schemes

you tell me, “you’re far too old
to stand on a glass earth throwing stones
put all of your faith in hope”
I’ve drained my soul to keep me just

Hanging on, to keep me hanging on
To keep me just…

I’ve been falling through the dream mine
And I’m hoping at the bottom
All the mountains of coins I’ve thrown
Have bought the wish I cast them for

And it won’t be a reap-less sow
Don’t tell me, “this garden won’t grow hope,
you’ll bear only rose-less thorns”
enough’s been born to keep me just

Hanging on, to keep me hanging on
To keep me just…

Don’t fail me you’re all I know
Don’t leave me desperate and alone
When all other light is gone
A single spark is all I need

To keep whole the earth below
To dig down for life beneath the snow
To carry, to carry on, to carry on,
to keep me just…

Hanging on, to keep me hanging on
To keep me just…


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Quit or Run

‘This ain’t the life I’d planned
Man I sank so quickly
I’m drowning on dry land’

Shut your mouth,
You haven’t drowned,
You’re only 3 feet under ground
You’re giving up before
The Reaper’s at your door

Push to shove,
You’re just a chump
You’re standing Cliffside scared to jump
Bound for ground we’re all
So leap, enjoy the fall

It’s a lonely road I know
And nothing ever stands between a bullet and your soul
It’d be easier to just succumb
The race is on, but you’re still waiting for the gun
So either quit or run

Paralyzed
The venom is seeping,
Hope is fleeting from your eyes
Carrion before your time

You’re atrophied from apathy
You’ve been too long off your feet
You dreamed of sanctity
But everything’s gone wrong

It’s a lonely road I know
And nothing ever stands between a bullet and your soul
It’d be easier to just succumb
The race is on, but you’re still waiting for the gun
So either quit or run

You’ve got the world to own
All you could ever hope
Just tell me you’re still able enough
There ain’t another way
You either run or stay
Tell me the will still remains

It’s a lonely road I know
And nothing ever stands
Between a bullet and your soul
It’d be easier to just succumb
The race is on but you’re still waiting for the gun
So either quit or run

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Higher

"Open wide, and stay open wide
it’s a blue-streak, life
but live as if you’ll never die"

And whether wrong or right
It’s an axiom I can’t deny
And I’m beginning to like
The thrill and perils of learning to fly

Some moments are over way too fast,
and I get swept away with them every time
I close my eyes and I get,

Higher and higher
to the borders of Elysium
Higher and higher
Higher and higher
to the borders of Elysium
Higher and higher

Morning light
Hits like a dagger in a waking eye
But at least I’m alive,
With her asleep at my side

Then she smiles and sighs,
And I’m swimming in her opening eyes,
It’s a rising tide that I’m content to drown in
To drown inside

These moments are over way too fast,
and I get swept away with them every time,
I close my eyes and I get

Higher and higher to the borders of Elysium
Higher and higher
Higher and higher to the borders of Elysium
Higher and higher

I wanna be far away and long beyond the apogee
I wanna feel air without the hindrance of gravity
I want me to stall, and be out of control
I’m fearless to fall, cause I know it won’t be long
before I’m thrown

Higher and higher

And love, love is a catapult
Your love, your love is a catapult
Your love, your love is
Higher and higher
Till I fade away

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Beginning

There’s something wrong with me today
It’s like the world, like the world is getting smaller like the walls are closing in
I do my best to break away
change the subject to the better times we’ve had
Everyday I’m thinking to myself there is something better
Something more than what we know, what we know
There’s a voice we hold inside, deep inside
we keep it silent till we’re ready, ready to explode

Open your heart
We’ll get it right from the start
This is the beginning
This is the time
The time to make our mark
This is the beginning

And I don’t want to think about the past times we’ve had,
The good or the bad
I just want right here and right now
We’re always looking for the other side, the greener side
the better side
But that’s no way to live our lives.

Open your heart
We’ll get it right from the start
This is the beginning
This is the time
The time to make our mark
This is the beginning

The difference in your heart is what makes you stand apart

Open your heart
We’ll get it right from the start
This is the beginning
This is the time
The time to make our mark
This is the beginning
This is a fire and you’re the only spark
This is the beginning

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The Meaning of Life

I met an old man today
Standing on the street
Wearing a sign that read:
“This is my last day alive”
So I stopped to ask
If in his long life,
There was anything that he regretted
And he spoke to me words I will never forget…

He said,
“I’ve lived my whole life
knowing one day I’ll die,
and that it’s alright, oh but it’s alright
And if you are wise,
You’ll take my advice
And you’ll do alright
Yes you’ll turn out fine”

Oh, he said “life is just a phase
You can only get out what’s put in
And it’s over in a blink
So why not give everything
Boy are you listening?
It won’t be repeated man,
And this is the meaning of life”

Saw an old friend today
Standing in the rain
Wearing a ring that she did
not have the last time we met
So, out of concern I
Stopped to ask her why
She’d betrayed solitude
Her attribute I’d most admired
Then she spoke to me words I will never forget,

She said,
“I’ve lived my whole life
hoping one day I’d find
something beautiful that I could both share and call mine
and if you’re as blessed as I
one day you will find
Cyclicality between souls is what makes you whole

And falling in love is like an eclipse,
For it only occurs once or twice
And you could miss it if you blink,
So why not embrace it when you become faced with it
It’s so amazing man,
And this is the meaning of life”

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Bombs Away

Let’s set fire to it all
Let’s start a fire they’ll remember
I’ve seen the writing on the wall
I wanna burn it down, burn it down
Burn it till our lives become the embers
And take the black out of the night
Don’t wanna struggle to remember
That I would send my soul into the sky
For you

Bombs away
Every word you say
Is pulling me
Deeper inside the flame
With you

We can make our way into the heat
And it might take away the burning
Play in the ashes underneath
Till the dreaming stops
I know what everybody’s saying
And now you’ve had some time to think
About what everybody’s saying
Oh but I never thought I’d hear it
From you

Bombs Away
Every word you say
Is Pulling me
Deeper inside the grave
With you

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Dreams of Youth

I should’ve known, I should’ve known
When I set out to chase you down
I could’ve done, oh what I could’ve done!
Had never I begun the hunt
I’d rather wash forlorn to adverse shores, than safe with my regrets at home
And watch another toil and row, to might achieve what I had hoped
Had only I’d the nerve to go
Instead of pining here alone

I’m wearing down from inside out but I’m not over you
I live without in endless doubt, but im not over you
But I’m not over you…yet

Any port in every storm will never get you far from home,
And lost at sea, I’d rather be, eternally, than never go
And even if it takes my soul, and everything I’ve ever owned,
just to keep this ship afloat, just keep alive these oars,
then I’ll forge on into the storm
with all the stars to guide me on

I’m wearing down from inside out but I’m not over you
I live without in endless doubt, but im not over you
But I’m not over you…yet

And I can’t decide if,
most days I can’t decide at all if I’m lost, if I’m lost
I can’t decide if… oh am I lost? Am I lost?

I’m wearing down from inside out but I’m not over you
I live without in endless doubt, but im not over you
But I’m not over you…yet

I’m not over you
All my dreams of youth

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Hurricane

You shimmer like the Northern Star
And I’m just the guy with the
Telescope on the ground
You’re rushing like a waterfall and I’m just the
dribbling of a faucet that won’t turn off
I got concrete shoes, and you’re
strapped to rockets,
If it’s sink or swim, then I’m swiftly drowning
I’m on the ocean floor and you’re out of the atmosphere

Why do I not see this coming?
The more I try, the less you’re enamored
When it all plays out, well
who was I kidding?
To say you’re out of my league
doesn’t start to explain it
I’m a drop of rain and
baby you’re a hurricane

I whipped out the big
guns, aimed to impress,
centered those cross-hairs on your chest
crossed my
fingers, pulled the trigger
just hoping for the best
you probably wish the
bullet had caught my head
but it landed in my foot instead



Why do I not
see this coming?
The more I try, the less you’re enamored
When it all plays
out, well who was I kidding?
To say you’re out of my league
Doesn't start to explain it
I’m a drop of rain and
baby you’re a hurricane Those chemicals made synapses fire,
made illogical seem probable
Like a cannonball,
I’m bound to soar and fall I’m just a lead balloon, you’re
anti-gravitational.
And I’m out of my head

Why do I not see this coming?
When the more I try,
the less you’re enamored When it all plays out,
well who was I kidding?
To say you’re out of my league
doesn’t start to explain it
I’m just a drop of rain and
baby you’re a…

But if I had what I
want, I’d get you off
and I’d turn you on
And I’d have what I need,
to bring down a goddess
to her knees I’d sell my soul to know,
what to give to the girl who’s got it all
I’d conjure the winds to blow
and knock you off of that pedestal
I’m calling your bluff,
and I bet it all so you better fold
If I don’t strike gold,
what’s left to give when you got it all?

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All I Need

Twenty years running,
I’m hopelessly caught in this maze
Well I dart around corners
through corridors that all look the same
I’m revived by the sound of your voice
as you whisper my name
With each step that I take
I more fervently taste my escape
I can feel it like it’s pouring through my veins
I give all that I have
Cause I’m hoping this maze will unfold
Right at your door, baby
And when I get home you’re all that I need
And when I grow old you’re all that I need
Azraline, my queen

I spent twenty years floating
and I’m hopelessly stranded at sea
Well I’m searching for green
in this fusion of blue around me
I steer for the horizon at the corner of the world
Where the advent of a zephyr
and the swelling of a purl
Let me know I’m close

I can feel it like it’s pouring through my veins
I give all that I have
Cause I’m hoping this breeze carries me
Onto your shore, baby

And when I get home you’re all that I need
And when I grow old you’re all that I need
I know it’s a long way
But I’ll get there someday
And when I get home you’re all that I need
Azraline

And I know there’s a thousand miles dividing us
And no, I won’t – till I’m standing in your door – give up
and I know it won’t be long
Now that I found out where to go
I don’t need much
Just open up and let me in

And when I get home you’re all that I need
And when I grow you’re all that I need
Oh it’s a long way
But I’ll get there someday
And when I get home you will be all I need
Azraline, my queen

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Thick & Thin

In the glow of a street light,
when the night cloaks her shame,
she looks for love and the
comfort of a hollow embrace
And though it offers her gold,
and brief escape from the cold
She’s after something much more
than simply warming her bones

She says,
“a few lays, alleviate the sharp pangs of hunger,
But a heartbeat’s still all I have”

And she says, “I want someone
to love me just the way I am,
just the way I am”
She says, “I want someone beside me
whether lose or win,
through thick and thin”

In the blaze of the limelight
To unanimous pride
She outshines every diamond in a starlet’s sky
But she’s shrouded in darkness like a waning moon
she knows there’s much more to her than is seen by the world
She says, “I can’t find peace of mind
when nobody knows me
And a heartthrob is all I am”

And she says,
“I want someone to love me
just the way I am, just the way I am”
She says, “I want someone beside me
whether lose or win,
oh through thick and thin”

“When the light fades to night
brings the cold rain and thunder
When a desert sun, is burning up
every drop of hope there under
Be an anchor in an ocean of change”
And she says,
“I want someone to love me
just the way I am, just the way I am”

“Say to me, come on and say to me
Say you’ll love me just the way I am,
just the way I am
Stay beside me whether lose or win
oh through thick and thin”

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Someone to Blame

There’s a feeling in this room tonight
Everybody here wants to be somebody else
You feel alone I can see it in your eyes
You feel alone even when you’re with somebody else
Well let’s not take this to hard
Oh no
Cause everybody’s got a thorn in their side
Pull it out everytime you hear somebody else say,

“It’s not your fault”
A little to late and somebody’s gone
But, it’s not your fault

And there’s a movement in the world outside
A lot of big plans, with nowhere to go
You try to fight if you want to survive
You try to run, try to hide
But there’s nowhere to go

But let’s not take this to hard, oh no
Cause everybody’s got the sun in their eyes
You block it out everytime you hear somebody else say,

“It’s not your fault”
A little to late and somebody’s gone
But, it’s not your fault

It’s not your fault,
You’re someone to blame when something goes wrong
But it’s not your fault, no

But let’s not take this to hard, oh no
Cause everyone’s got a skeleton to hide,
Pull it out everytime you hear somebody else say,
“It’s not your fault”

It’s not your fault,
A little to late and somebody’s gone
But, It’s not your fault.

And It’s not your fault,
You’re someone to blame when something goes wrong,
It’s not your fault.

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Navigator


I like the way you look tonight
Wearing only moonlight
You sparked a fire
And I am smoldering
You feign indifference darling,
But I feel you trembling
You’re trying so hard
To not be physical
Why even fight it child,
When it’s this natural?

When we’re all alone and no one needs to know
Without a single light on

Let me be the navigator, and I will guide you
I know you’re scared to fly, let me ease your mind
If I’m the navigator you’ll be alright
we’ll find euphoria before sunrise

I like the way you hesitate,
Often lust so prolonged can be the right kind of wrong
For you,
You say you’re bound by a circle so you can’t acquiesce
You should rely on your senses cause it’s senseless distress
To deny what your conscience screams is
A consequent-less trip
Cause no one needs to know

We’re all alone, so why just dip your toes?
Why not breathe in deep and dive down?

Let me be the navigator, and I will guide you
I know you’re scared to fly, let me ease your mind
If I’m the navigator you’ll be alright
we’ll find euphoria before sunrise

Drip drops that poison thawing from her mind,
Adrift at last, she’s swimming in the sky
And all her doubts are far behind
And she falls in love
Her body ebbs in the undulating tide,
Blanketed in stars, she whispers the night
That all I am is all she needs
And she falls in love

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Ghost

A single ray of light is dancing in a darkened room
it penetrates an eye close-by, but the black is not removed
the face in which the eye resides is a mix of cloth and stone
a pale linen veil draped over withered bones

She hovers like a moth over the flame,
But it’s not the light she needs, only the heat it brings
And as I watch the powder start to change
I know where seven years have gone to waste

I would give the world
To go back all those years
And stop you at the start
before you disappeared

I’ll be there for you when I can
just show me there’s yet something there
that’s still worth fighting for

The world around her is just spinning like a carousel
All attempts to revert back to normalcy have quickly failed
As her immortality is sizzling on a silver spoon
She’ll contemplate the point in space and then create the wound

I do not know this solemn ghost
It’s not the human I recall
her shell’s remained the same
But all the hope in her is gone

I would give the world
To go back all those years
And stop you at the start
before you disappeared

I’ll be there for you when I can
just show me there’s yet something there
that’s still worth fighting for

save me
save me
save me
come on say
save me
save me
save me
and I’ll replace the flame

my little ray of light is dancing in a cloud she made
I wish she’d come back down where it is safe
And stay


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